Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Oh, Chick-fil-a


Personal View

I'm going to say this to get it out: Everyone is a sinner and I try not to put hate upon someone because of what they choose (the sin) to do in their life (I am currently writing a forgiveness series based on this idea and will try to post the rest soon). I try to not judge someone (Matthew 7:1-5) but I do work on discerning whether his or her lifestyle is deemed right or wrong based on the Bible and this therefore does not mean that I agree with what that choice is. If a person is willing to question and perhaps alter his or her lifestyle, that is where the Holy Spirit comes in through me to help in the change as it softens the heart. I am currently reading Matthew and am in chapter 21 and am extremely humbled by how Jesus acts to the sick, prostitutes, ect. Jesus shows love and expects us to follow him through that in every part of our life style (Matthew 5:43-48)! (Also see Philemon, noting that Paul was asking him to forgive for something that was not part of a slave master's lifestyle--this I will be mentioning later). This is where I stand concerning not only the idea of homosexuality, but also other areas of "sexual immorality" (adultery), "impurity, lust, evil desires and greed...anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language" (Colossians 3:5,8) and much more that the Bible lists. 


Real Life

Dan Cathy was interview by the Baptist Press (key word being "Baptist", a denomination of some of the Christian churches in case some of you were unaware), and after reading the article, "Guilty as Charged", I noticed Christian attributes are throughout the entire article, attributes that Jesus asked us to put into our lives, not just at church. At one point Cathy was specifically questioned about the traditional family--the one that God established, between one man and one woman. He answered it. My point is that why does this answer, one that correlates with the God's word, suddenly offend people? I would think that this statement should also be included:


"All throughout the New Testament there is an evangelism strategy related to our performance in the workplace. ... Our work should be an act of worship. Our work should be our mission field. As long as we are stateside, let's don't think we have to go on mission trips by getting a passport. ... If you're obedient to God you are going to be evangelistic in the quality of the work you do, using that as a portal to share [Christ]," 
(Click here for full article: http://www.bpnews.net/bpnews.asp?id=38271 )




If I were against the values that Christians should be following...or against Christians "in general" then this statement would slap me in the face! How dare Christian workers think they can try to evangelize to me when I order food? 

The Application

Although that is the ironic part; one specific way we as Christians should evangelize is by simply being nice to others, by showing the love of Christ (Be treated the way you want to be treated, Matthew 22:39). Everyone likes for someone to be nice to them, right? As believers in Christ we need to live and show that our lives really have been changed, not just at church, but everywhere, including the workplace. Otherwise others, even non-Christians would deem us as not truly following what we believe and being "fake Christians."

So we need to live our lives showing--proving--that we believe in this Jesus Christ that everyone has hated and obviously continues to hate. We need to remember that Jesus said that persecution will come, even in the beginning he said this:
18 “If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first. 19 If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you. 20 Remember what I told you: ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted me, they will persecute you also. If they obeyed my teaching, they will obey yours also. 21 They will treat you this way because of my name, for they do not know the one who sent me. John 15:18-21

But that there is also hope if we stand firm (Mark 13:13, Matthew 5:11-12, and Ephesians 1:7-10). 
I therefore applaud Dan Cathy for being honest about what he believes in (Freedom of Speech) and being courageous enough (Matthew 10:26,32-33)  to put Biblical principles into the work place through how customers should be treated (Love, joy, peace...; Galatians 5:22-23). Some people might disagree with what his opinion, but that's too bad because he is allowed to have one. Just as long as it does not disrupt the workplace--and don't get your panties in a wad, there are laws against that. Something like "a business is not allowed to discriminate based on gender, race, religion, sex..." Oh hey look! If a Christian did that, they would not be showing the love of Christ! Funny how that works out :)


Thursday, July 19, 2012

The Unmerciful Servant (Forgiveness)


Hey guys, it's been a while. Still, I hope to be updating this frequently, so I hope yall enjoy! 
I was just reading Matthew 18:21-35 and suddenly felt cut to the heart; convicted. I knew this story and am always reminded of VeggieTales when the Grapes of Wrath ask how many times we need to forgive someone. Of course Biblically the answer is “four hundred an’ ninety” :)




But if I knew Jesus’ answer then why did I feel so uncomfortable? Perhaps it is because of the parable Jesus tells right after, the parable of the Unmerciful Servant:
                “Therefore, the kingdom of heaven is like a king who wanted to settle accounts with his servants.24 As he began the settlement, a man who owed him ten thousand bags of gold was brought to him. 25 Since he was not able to pay, the master ordered that he and his wife and his children and all that he had be sold to repay the debt.
26 “At this the servant fell on his knees before him. ‘Be patient with me,’ he begged, ‘and I will pay back everything.’ 27 The servant’s master took pity on him, canceled the debt and let him go.
Stop right here. Read it again. “The servant’s master took pity on him, canceled the debt and let him go.” Go back to the beginning. It states, “…the kingdom of heaven is like a king who wanted to settle accounts with his servants.” Wanted; desired. God is the King (Psalm 47) of all and he longs for that relationship to be fixed now so that we can live a life with him! Don’t wait until you personally think you are worthy of a life with him (because that is never going to happen) (Isaiah 6:1-7). Live your life now with God in control. This is through casting down your problems on him (Matthew 11:28-30) so that he is able to forgive you with everything you have done the moment it happens—don’t wait, allow every opportunity for God to come into your life.
Let us continue on:
28 “But when that servant went out, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a hundred silver coins. He grabbed him and began to choke him. ‘Pay back what you owe me!’ he demanded.
29 “His fellow servant fell to his knees and begged him, ‘Be patient with me, and I will pay it back.’
30 “But he refused. Instead, he went off and had the man thrown into prison until he could pay the debt. 31 When the other servants saw what had happened, they were outraged and went and told their master everything that had happened.
32 “Then the master called the servant in. ‘You wicked servant,’ he said, ‘I canceled all that debt of yours because you begged me to. 33 Shouldn’t you have had mercy on your fellow servant just as I had on you?’ 34 In anger his master handed him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay back all he owed.
35 “This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother or sister from your heart.”
I thought that Jesus was a bit harsh, explaining the first servant in such an impatient and violent manner. But isn’t that what Jesus likes to do? Make us feel uncomfortable? He tends to tell us the truth, as bitter and as real as it should be. Yes, as I read this and felt the creeping feeling of irritation, I came to realize that I was guilty of this very thing. Perhaps I did not demand from my friends such an amount of money, but, just as ruthlessly as the servant, I did not forgive.  I immediately thought back to the time when some of my friends would constantly fall from the “straight and narrow path” (Matthew7:13-14) and would ask for me to give them a ride, buy necessities, or even take them to church after they had been absent for several months. Sure, I helped them out, but many of the times it was with a hesitation, not joyfully willing to give them aid like a follower of the Way should.
                Also, another question I might ask is, “Do I expect these people to repay me in some sort of way?” The answer should be “No.” No because these people need the help, and if God is able to rescue me from my troubles without asking for anything in return; to forgive me of my ferocious sins for free, then I should be able to do the same. If I truly love God and notice the way he loves me, that love will in turn be shown towards others, especially those who are hurting and ache for the true love.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails. 
1 Corinthians 13:4-8
How can we be forgiven by God if we are not able to forgive others? And I am sure God has forgiven me more than 490 times.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

The Church with Wives and Lies

Although this was primarily written for a persuasive/informative essay for my English class, I thought I would post it on here. Please feel free to tell me what you think.




       The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints has been established since the 1830s and has a unique church history. Today many people consider the Latter-day Saint church, also known as simply the LDS church, to be paired with and similar to other known Christian denominations, due to its title. LDS members also consider themselves to be labeled as “Christian”, yet with a twist in their belief that involves several other books other than the Bible, and stating that they are the only true church on earth. With such an unyielding statement, a curious observer would wonder what would cause the church to add more gospels and make this church different. When studying the LDS church through an unbiased manner, historically the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints can be seen as false because much stress has been put on previous doctrines and theological ideas, yet later, and most recently, those doctrines have been refuted by the church itself. Two major issues have been polygamy and the admittance of people with dark-skin becoming involved in the church priesthood. When viewing these two a comparison must be made between what was stated by previous leaders and prophets to current leaders and prophets, why such a change was made, and finally, the result would be a contrast between the topics that shows the church’s historical deception.            
            Polygamy is not a new method of lifestyle historically, and it specifically came into Later-day Saint history in the 1840s, with which the Latter-day Saints provide us with much evidence of them allowing and believing it, as much as they would like to deny. The church’s founder, Joseph Smith Jr., can be viewed as one of the first in the church to practice it personally, simply because he was the church’s leader and received a revelation from God insisting that he follow through with such actions. This revelation, “according to several contemporary accounts”, told that Smith was visited by “an angel [who] declared to him that he must do so or risk having his call from God given to another” (Bachman 74-75). This call for Smith was to lift up the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, which was supposed to be the true church of God, different from the corrupt churches around Smith at that time. Many rumors, even now, have been told about the many wives that Smith had and it can remain to be a controversial subject. But there is much evidence and a logical path if one wishes to follow Smith in his polygamous actions: “He began cautiously by taking only three plural wives in 1841: Louisa Beaman (26-years-old), Zina Diantha Huntington (20-years-old), and Presendia Lathrop Huntington (31-years-old)” (Abanes 192, italics emphasized).
As time went on, and as Smith realized that he could make polygamy seem right in the eyes of the Lord, he acquired more and more wives. Richard Abanes states that “These thirty-three marriages are so well-documented that they are beyond legitimate dispute” and that “Other historians—e.g., Fawn Brodie, D. Michael Quinn, and George D. Smith—have identified even more women who were probably married to Joseph” (Abanes 193). Soon Joseph was able to get other men within the church to obtain multiple wives. Ebenezer Robinson was one example, and he “recalled that the doctrine of multiple wives was talked about privately in Nauvoo as early as 1841, and that he was invited to join the select participants in 1843.” This was the start of Smith including only the elect within the community to participate in polygamy, formulating his own “club”. This is seen when “Robinson recounted how Smith’s brother initiated him into the elite group: ‘[Hyrum] instructed me in Nov or Dec 1843 to make a selection of some young woman and he would seal [marry] her to me’” (Abanes 282). Again, this can be seen when one looks at Joseph Smith living in Nauvoo, Illinois and how he “did authorize a few select leaders to begin enjoying the practice after personally teaching them its glorious principles” (Abanes 195). Indeed, it became known to LDS members that polygamy was a gift from God and was not just an optional lifestyle to follow. One of the early church prophets after Joseph Smith, Brigham Young, stated “in reference to more temporal drawbacks of monogamy” that it was the ‘source of prostitution and whoredom’ through-out all Christendom” (Abanes 301-302).  William Clayton, “who served as Joseph’s secretary and official ‘Clerk of the Kingdom’”, was one LDS man who began to understand this as he was told that “the doctrine of plural and celestial marriage is the most holy and important doctrine ever revealed to man on the earth’” (Abanes, 195). Later Brigham Young stated in 1855 that “[I]f any of you will deny the plurality of wives, and continue to do so, I promise that you will be damned” (Young 266). Sometimes Smith would threaten members of the church with polygamy to see if they were truly faithful: In 1842 Smith asked one man, Heber C. Kimball, to “surrender his wife, his beloved Vilate, and give her to Joseph in marriage!” Kimball thought about the decision “until finally he was asked to choose between Mormonism and his wife. He choose Mormonism” (Abanes 194). Yet it is interesting how Smith made polygamy more of an earthly choice to man, giving man more control of the situation and obviously hindering the female’s support. This can be seen when looking at another account from William Clayton, as he mentions that Smith said “it is your privilege to have all the wives you want”, thereby giving the impression that if a man lusted over a woman, any woman, it was God’s will for them to be together (Clayton). But perhaps it was not entirely on the decision of lust. Apparently there was an “age-reversing cure” within the practice of polygamy. The same Heber Kimball later “promised that polygamy would ensure longevity and youthfulness for men… [A] man who has but one wife, and is inclined to that doctrine, soon begins to wither and dry up, while a man who goes into plurality looks fresh, young, and sprightly” (Kimball 22). As can be seen from the points made above, polygamy had its positive aspects in the eyes of its beholders. But these points would later fade away.
As the years went by in LDS history, the members became more prone to choosing polygamy, seeing that it was important at all costs if they were to live the true life for God. Unfortunately, neighbors nearby started to notice the different lifestyle, which caused some members of the LDS church to maintain polygamy as a secret and the “church leaders actually designated a place in Iowa (about a dozen miles or so from Nauvoo), where impregnated plural wives were sent to be shielded from inquisitive Gentiles [non-LDS members]” (Abanes 282). It can then be understood that “non-Mormons passing through Utah (e.g., California miners, military personnel, emigrants) could not help but notice the peculiar living arrangements of numerous Saints.” Abanes writes of how later on a “U.S. Army officer John Gunnison, for instance, observed that many Mormons had ‘a large number of wives’ and that polygamy was ‘perfectly manifest to anyone residing long among them.’ Such rumors, along with newspaper reports about life in Utah, eventually mandated that the Latter-day Saints cease denying their polygamy” (Abanes 284). Naturally, denial was part of the process and Smith did deny his polygamous actions on several occasions, sometimes denouncing “boldly…all reports” and calling his accusers “shameless liars” and “fools” for saying that he is “a man to be accused of committing adultery, and having seven wives”, and instead claiming that he was “as innocent as … [he] was fourteen years ago” (History of the Church 410-411).
It can be noted that a dispute between followers of the LDS church and those withstanding was growing. As years passed, specifically to 1890, the time had already come for most of the courts in Utah to be developed and twisted under LDS rule so that the church would receive little threat by the law surrounding them. So when the time arose for when the LDS members in Utah to be represented as a state, they accommodated much disapproval. Abanes states that even previously “a storm of controversy swept through Illinois when word about Smith’s secret teachings on wife-sharing, plural wives, and marriage to teenaged girls leaked out to non-Mormons in the Hancock County area” (Abanes 196). In 1856 Congress decided to “ignore the Mormon bid for statehood” and “additionally, the Republican platform of 1856 actually called for a prohibition in U.S. territories of ‘those twin relics of barbarism—polygamy and slavery’ (Abanes 231).  And “the government had tried for years to destroy polygamy by various statutes” and bills. “Although none…passed both the House and Senate to become law, they showed that the tide of opposition against polygamy was not receding” (Abanes 311). But “finally, in 1874, a new anti-polygamy measure—the Poland Bill—made it beyond the political wrangling that had defeated every other measure. …It was only the first of main steps the government began to abolish the nation’s last ‘relic’ of barbarism” (Abanes 312). And this is what slowly undermined the finalization of the desolation of polygamy in the LDS church. Now, with the government breathing on the back of the LDS church, it was time for the church leaders to make some official changes.
 At the time Wilford Woodruff was prophet and, in reference to government ruling, declared that he would “submit to those laws, and to use my influence with the members of the Church over which I preside to have them do likewise”, and he furthermore clearly stated that his “advice to the Latter-day Saints is to refrain from contracting any marriage forbidden by the law of the land” (Doctrine and Covenants). A statement such as this would seem inevitably apparent that polygamy should cease. But not every Latter-day Saint understood the meaning of Woodruff’s statement: “Several prominent apostles, in fact, expressed only minor agitation over the Manifesto…Joseph F. Smith, for instance, told his plural wife Sarah that she should not be troubled. ‘[Y]ou and the rest of us are all right,’ Smith wrote to her in a letter, adding that only ‘those who could and would not, and now can’t ’enter polygamy would be affected by the policy change” (Abanes 324). With this example shown, and the fact that polygamy was so prominently important of some of the LDS doctrines, several reasons can be made of why LDS members did not stop living polygamous lives after the declared Manifesto. One reason would be because the letter was written “To whom it may concern,” showing little power and specialization to who would read, thus lessening the LDS attention and authorization. Secondly, “it was publicly issued as a press release from Washington” by a Utah delegate and not to the “congregation by church authorities at a church conference”. Another would be because “it was not signed by the First presidency, but only by Wilford Woodruff”, further denying the declaration of power because of the hierarchy within the church.  And finally, and unfortunately, the letter also read from Woodruff, “my advice to the Latter-day Saints is to refrain” from polygamy. This meant to other LDS members that “the entire declaration was Woodruff’s personal advice, rather than a command from God” and a level of disobedience was implied (Abanes 324).
To this day members of the Latter-day Saint Church deny that any of their spiritual ancestors had anything to do with polygamy. In fact, in the current Doctrine and Covenants this statement, made by Woodruff, can be found: “I, therefore, as President of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, do hereby, in the most solemn manner, declare that these charges are false. We are not teaching polygamy or plural marriage, nor permitting any person to enter into its practice…There is nothing in my teachings to the Church or in those of my associates, during the time specified, which can be reasonably construed to inculcate or encourage polygamy” (Doctrine and Covenants, Declaration 1). Although this was stated more than one hundred years ago, it remains to be true to LDS doctrine. Therefore it is seen that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints has come from damning those who do not follow the life with polygamy to declaring the charges of having a polygamous history false; the LDS church is not consistent in this historical characteristic.
Racism has been a huge controversy for many years in the United States, and it is not new within Latter-day Saint history. Prior to 1978 there is no argument against the fact that racism was present, once looking at what Joseph Smith said: “Had I anything to do with the negro, I would confine them by strict law to their own species…” (History of the Church 217-218). Unfortunately, as the religion was growing, it became tied with spirituality and obtaining salvation. It was told that dark-skinned people, or blacks to be specific in American LDS history, became cursed in the pre-mortal world before coming to earth. Those who had presentable behavior then would be blessed later: “More righteous spirits are born with more advantages. Less commendable spirits, however, are born with fewer advantages, into lives of greater or lesser quality depending on how poorly they performed in the pre-earth world.” (Abanes 357). Some can see this as only spiritual—and some other religions have similar theological beliefs, but a racists view is added when those who have a “lesser quality” here on earth are black: “A person’s skin color…was most commonly linked to one’s actions during a great ’rebellion’” in heaven. “This celestial conflict” was a “war between Lucifer and Christ” and it “affected everyone in a very permanent way. Those who bravely fought on Christ’s side were born as privileged Mormon whites, while those who were indecisive and/or less valiant in the celestial struggle were born black” (Abanes 358). Not only were black people cursed for their previous actions unbeknownst to them, they could not obtain priesthood within the LDS church. They could not receive “priesthood blessings, which meant that until such time as the policy changed…no Black could partake of those temple rites necessary to receive ‘all the blessings’ of the Celestial Kingdom’” (Abanes 359). An LDS member, George F. Richards, reinstituted this idea in a Conference Report in April of 1939 when he stated that “the Negro is an unfortunate man. He has been given a black skin. But that is nothing as compared with that greater handicap that he is not permitted to receive the Priesthood and the ordinances for the temple, necessary to…enjoy a fullness of glory in the celestial kingdom”(Richards 58). And of course marriage was out of the question. Latter-day Saints viewed marriage as eternal, and to marry a dark-skinned person would tarnish one’s opportunity to get into the Celestial level of heaven. Apostle Peterson stated, “We must not intermarry with the Negro. Why? If I were to marry a Negro woman and have children by her, my children would all be cursed as to the priesthood…” Such marriage “the Lord has forbidden” (Abanes 363).
Alas, there came a time when the church started to draw scorn and resentment from American society—more pressure to change their doctrines to acquire not only acceptance, but more members. Ironically, LDS author John Lund had “emphasized: ‘Social pressure and even government sanctions cannot be expected to bring forth a new revelation.’” (Abanes 371). A huge factor that “dramatically increased” the situation was “when Kimball announced plans in 1974 to build a new temple in Brazil; a temple that could only be entered by priesthood holders” (Abanes 369). Since those with dark-skinned were denied from priesthood, many wondered who would help lead in the new temple. Consequently, debates within the church leadership swiftly followed. Additionally, “Gentile” groups started to protest against the LDS church: “The NAACP asked all Third World countries to deny visas to Mormon missionaries and representatives until their anti-Black doctrine was repealed.” There were several instances of “riots and protests” affiliated with BYU athletics, one time at “a BYU basketball game” and another time at “the University of Wyoming”. Interestingly, Stanford University and the University of Washington decided to cancel “all sporting events with BYU”. And a more momentous example would be when “discrimination charges were brought against the LDS church for refusing to allow a Black Boy Scout to be a patrol leader, a position reserved for white LDS youths in church-sponsored troops” (Abanes 368-369).
Conclusively the church started to change the crude, racial wording within their sayings and verged towards more universal and anti-discriminatory statements. And “in 1954 McKay went so far as to tell LDS philosopher Sterling M. McMurrin that the racial ban on the priesthood was not a doctrine of the church, but rather, only a practice of the church; one that would someday be removed” (Abanes 364-365). Again, McKay stated, “I know of no scriptural basis for denying the Priesthood to Negroes other than one verse in the Book of Abraham (1:26) … Sometime in God’s eternal plan, the Negro will be given the right to hold the Priesthood” (Abanes 365). Soon a new revelation from God was made, and Spencer Kimball, the prophet of the time, made the declaration: “Aware of the promises made by the prophets and presidents of the Church who have preceded us that at some time, in God’s eternal plan, all of our brethren who are worthy may receive the priesthood.” He continued on to say that the church has “pleaded long and earnestly in behalf of these, our faithful brethren…” and that God has finally “heard our prayers, and by revelation has confirmed that the long-promised day has come when every faithful, worthy man in the Church may received the holy priesthood…including the blessings of the temple. Accordingly, all worthy members of the Church may be ordained to the priesthood without regard for race or color” (Doctrine and Covenants, Declaration 2).
Henceforth changes within the church’s organization started to follow. “By the mid 1970’s, the Mormon church…allowed a few Blacks to join the Mormon Tabernacle Choir, Black Boy Scouts were allowed to be patrol leaders in LDS-sponsored troops, and a few Blacks were admitted to Brigham Young University” (Abanes 369).  And this was okay to most LDS members because “the words of a living prophet …always supercede the teachings of a dead prophet” (Abanes 371). Regrettably, due to the information provided, the LDS church has again been exposed of its lies and deceit and should therefore not be trusted.
Upon analyzing its history, one main aspect that caused the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints to change their doctrine concerning both polygamy and allowing dark-skinned men to become involved in the priesthood was persecution. It was persecution that initiated the downfall of the church in regards to these changes, and unfortunately, persecution towards specific beliefs—a religious group such as the LDS church—is being constantly weaved throughout the society of the world. So, when the LDS church is hit with major persecution, what does it do?  The church changes. Words, texts, doctrines; rules—any and all could change if need be. A person would start to become confused and fall away spiritually because of the difference between what was said to be absolute at one point, and then hear an opposition stated from the same assembly of people at another point. The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is not true due to the many changes in doctrines such as the ones stated above and furthermore its misconceptions need to be brought to light to the members of the church. 



Work Cited
Abanes, Richard. One Nation under Gods: a History of the Mormon Church. New York: Four Walls Eight Windows, 2002. Print
Bachman, Danel W. A Study of the Mormon Practice of Plural Marriage before the Death of Joseph Smith. [Lafayette, Ind.]: Purdue University, 1975. 74-75. Print.
Clayton, William. The Book of Abraham Project. Web. 06 Dec. 2011. <http://www.boap.org/LDS/Early-Saints/clayton-diaries>.
History of the Church. Vol. 5. Vol. 6. Salt Lake City: Deseret Book, 1976/1980. 217-218. Print.
Richards, George F. Conference Report, April 1939, 58.
The Book of Mormon: Another Testament of Jesus Christ; The Doctrine and Covenants of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints; The Pearl of Great Price. Salt Lake City, Utah, U.S.A.: The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, 1981. Print.
Young, Brigham and  Heber C. Kimball. Journal of Discourses. Vol. 3. Vol. 5. Salt Lake City: Brigham Young University, 1956. Print.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Broken Perseverance

     Going into the situation I knew a few possible choices of what action I could choose and thus what outcome could occur, since I had been practicing corner kicks in soccer for about ten years. Depending on the speed and the height of the ball when kicked, I could run in and head it into the goal, use my foot to trap it and shoot, or simply allow it to whizz by if it were simpler for a teammate behind me to possibly score. Soon the ball was kicked and neither option happened. The ball had gone out of bounds. So we practiced it three more times, with the last time me choosing the option of going in with my right foot to one-touch it into the goal. Unfortunately I forgot to mention that there is a goalie guarding the goal, and she also has options. For this last corner kick—the last because of the combinations between the two options that the goalie and I picked—the goalie, Becca, decided to go out one hundred percent to get the ball, as she should do. We soon collided. And the pain slicing through my lower leg down to my ankle was unbearable for me. All that I wanted in that moment was the pain to stop. I did not care about homework, tomorrow’s schedule, or if Becca got hurt more than I. At the hospital, I found out that I broke my ankle and fibula. And shortly after, my perseverance began to subconsciously dwindle. Through such simple actions my thoughts for playing soccer my freshman year in college disappeared in a flash. I knew that next season I would still have potential to play, but in this present time, all I could do was ask God why He allowed this to happen, why He would let someone who already trusts Him get hurt. I was beyond regret at this point and demanded to know what the near future held for me while I was in this condition. I pushed away the consideration that any beauty could come from this and only wanted things to go back to normal.
            Right after surgery I talked to my parents, telling them that everything was fine and that the surgery went well. They said that they would call the preacher so that he could get people in my church to start praying for me. My soccer coach was along side of me for much of the time while I was in the hospital, filling people in at the college what had happened to me so that they could pray for me also. As soon as the word started to get out, I received many text messages and Facebook comments from close friends asking how I was, saying that they were praying for me, and not to give up. I listened and believed along the surface of my thoughts, but deeper I still had not resolved the anger between myself and God. It was silly how I was glad and thankful for so many people praying for me, but that I personally had not fully committed my heart and time to settle down and sacrifice my problems to God. This action of not acting caused me to become stagnant in my faith. With the surgery forty-eight hours in my past, I had asked for my Bible and devotional journal and yet had not read nor written. I yearned to eat food, but it did not satisfy what was missing. I would try to stay awake to do homework, but because of the medicine and continuous frustration I would reluctantly go to sleep. I kept telling myself that everything will be okay, but pushing my doubt to the back where they sat and started to inflate. I would type to my friends, “I’m doing okay, to be honest”, but in reality I was only lying to myself and was slowly becoming depressed. Perhaps that was the problem; I was only “okay”. Getting hurt had caused me to become insensitive to many everyday aspects around me, and unfortunately, it also involved becoming insensitive to God.
              To commit to God I had to first realize what the problem was, and lying to me made that tricky to accomplish. It was only through time’s passing that I began to realize what was wrong with me, with which I now understand that patience is required to any sort of fallen state of the soul—as much as I’d hate to admit. It was hard to get back on track; to squeeze through that narrow road because becoming indifferent caused me to wonder what action I should take, if I should take any action at all. Consequently, I did what many have done before me: I cried. I cried because I was lost beside the only road that I knew to take and yet somehow could not get back on. I cried because the fire that had been lit inside my soul had now become dimmed down to a constant glow. I cried because I was crying. And I cried because I wanted to feel God’s love again. Unfortunately, I knew that all of this was my own doing. Not that I could have chosen to not get hurt, but that I could have stayed closer to what, and more importantly who, I know is eternally true.   
            So I confessed to God that our relationship had been hurt. The next step was to try to get back on track. What better response to do than to read the Bible? (Yet again, I did so grudgingly.) Deciding for a night that the book of Psalm would be a good read, I randomly flipped, and arrived at Psalm 121. What provoked me to become immediately comforted was verse three that read, “He will not let your foot slip—he who watches over you will not slumber.” No matter how tired I have been or will become, my God is stronger and able to stay awake to watch over and guide me. Trust is important when in a relationship with God, because when you trust, amazing moments can occur. For example, two days later I was following up on my devotional reading that consisted of starting at Galatians and have working my way into Hebrews. That night I read Hebrews 5:11-6:12, with the title of “Warning Against Falling Away”. The next night I read Hebrews 6:13-20, with the title of “The Certainty of God’s Promise”. The timing of each section could not have been clearer. In fact, I could base my problems chronologically with these titles: First, I fell away, and then I had to remember God’s promise. Once I softened my heart to not discourage the knowledge of his never ending love, I started noticing—or perhaps that God starting showing—acts of spiritual love. Such a case would be when I posted a status on Sunday on Facebook about the miraculous timing that God portrays. Then, about four hours later, my loving Christian friend Mary comments that she had prayed for me the night before, possibly right when I was reading in Hebrews. In continuation with such happenstances, my phone sometimes refuses to receive text messages, sometimes a week at a time, and yet the next day, Monday, I hear a ring from my phone and surprisingly see that Mary had text me a passage from the Bible, Matthew 11:28-30 that discusses the call to be rejuvenated with Christ. How can I deny that He exist and wants me to persevere?
 I have been hurt physically, but I know that I now have to accept that this is the plan for my life thus far spiritually and emotionally—although my human side of me, given that I do believe in miracles, still secretly wishes that with all of this praying I will be able to sprint joyfully out of bed in a week. I endure the sharp spurts of pain rising from the bottom of my foot, and dread the patience that I will need when it comes time to do therapy, which is almost worst, tempting if you will, in the fact that I am close to being able to run and make cuts on the field, but unable to due to long term effects. Yet I still remember that God is there for me with a purpose in store, as Romans 8:18-30 so beautifully tells (another passage that I stumbled upon at “random” while in misery). I still do not know why I had to get hurt. But there are two things that I have branded in my mind: God will turn this into something greater (perhaps this injury has humbled me) and God wants me to persevere with confidence and fullness in faith.

Friday, June 3, 2011

No one's Perfect...


To be honest, I have never liked playing with the rubix cube. Maybe it's because I've never finished one and the furthest I’ve gotten was when each side had all of the same color except one square on that side. (I have finished a triangle one…that was weird, never seen one like it…) It's kind of funny, when first working on the cube I feel so smart and I am determined to finish it and I vow that will be the last time that I will work on it because I will  “overcome the cube”. Plus it looks cool, with all of the colors and how it moves. But winning never happens. I guess I could look up hints on the internet of how to finish it, but that feels like cheating, and even so I am sort of too lazy to get around to looking up for the help. So instead I continue to pretend to feel comfortable with trying time after time to finish the rubix cube and never succeeding, while in my head I become so frustrated and want to quit.
            Personally the same can be said with my life. I seem to time and time again fail, rise up with strength, which soon deflates, and I become discouraged and fail again. It’s a continuous circle. I guess I could find help. Maybe by reading the Bible, but that becomes almost like a chore. I could ask others for aid, but to be frank some of my problems aren’t that bad and someone might judge me and accuse me of complaining. So in conclusion it makes me want to do this:

Find a huge mud pit and fall on my knees and then fall smack down with my face in the mud until my God comes. I would wish for Him to then pick me up, clean off my face, look me in the eyes and say, “You know what, you’re alright. How you are right now is great for me—I can use you and love you this way. Don’t do anymore to change for now except to accept me as I accept you.”
So as I lay with mud seeping over me while playing with my rubix cube, I come to realize something. No matter how hard I try, I will never be perfect without Christ. End of story.






…Now. The reason why we cannot become perfect on earth is because this would deem Christ’s gift void while also succeeding to ultimately amount to the power of God—becoming a god. And there is only one God (hence the reason why He becomes jealous when we see it otherwise Exodus 20:3-6).
            But I’ve already accepted Christ. Great!
            And yet I still feel like I need to amount up to something.
            So get ready.

            Have you accepted Christ, tolerating him and just believing that he existed, or are you living in him and have a relationship with God through Christ?
            You need to fully let him into your life! Look at Romans 12:1-2:
A Living Sacrifice
1 Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship. 2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.
Become a living sacrifice and remember grace (Romans 11:5-6).
            Did he save you and is thus your Savior or are you still trying to save yourself and after all you can do you then accept Christ to get to heaven?
            You must check the fruits of whatever spirit is in your heart to see if you are headed in the correct direction by God’s will. If you’ve become a Christian and yet still feel that all of the good works that you do are amounting to nothing or that they are not enough and you must do more, you need to check your heart! Look at Colossians chapter 3 verse 17:
“And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.”
If you are doing works for any other reason you will have a tough time living a holy life here on earth (Colossians 3:12-16). Remember, God is enough (Psalms 103 and I Timothy 6:6-12).
            This does not mean that you cannot serve others because you want to be compassionate and helpful to them. Indeed, it is after our hearts let Christ rule that our eyes will then be opened to see that from God’s love flows more love.
It’s okay to be imperfect. In fact, it gives us more room to grow, more room to trust in God. This is not to say that we should be more sinful. Look at Romans 5:16 when its says that "the gift of God is not like the result of the one man's sin: The judgement followed one sin and brought condemnation, but the gift followed many trespasses and brought justification." We can grow in God, and when we have faith He can raise us up in our darkest times. So I will not live to strive to be perfect, but I will live to praise and love God and help to bring others through kindness to do the same. 

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

My Favorite Fruit is...

Hey:) First I want to thank you for actually clicking and viewing this page! Secondly, I hope that you enjoy what I write—and if not, that is, if your views are entirely the opposite, feel free to comment, I love discussions over this stuff:]

So. I was going through my reading of Romans (Today was Romans 10:1-21) when I came across this: "Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved." Romans 10:13. Immediately this reminded me of Matthew 7:21, which reads "Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven." Now I know that the Bible never fully contradicts itself, but it seems here that it does when it speaks of people calling on the name of the Lord to be saved. What is interesting here is that, although it seems that the Bible is stating opposite points, it is actually discussing the same exact topic with the same side (For God never changes—Malachi 3:6 and 2 Timothy 2:13).
First lets look at Matthew 7:21, or rather Matthew 7:15-23:

True and False Prophets
    15 “Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. 16 By their fruit you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thornbushes, or figs from thistles? 17 Likewise, every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. 18 A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. 19 Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. 20 Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them.
True and False Disciples
    21 “Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. 22 Many will say to me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your name perform many miracles?’ 23 Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!’

The point being made here is that people who wish to follow Christ should beware of false prophets and should question if they are truly following the correct God. I advise every person who calls themselves “Christian” to do the same. Test and question what you believe to see if it is true—and I’ll get into that another time ;)
So, what is interesting is that Romans 10:13-17 builds off of the pervious passage. It reads:

13 for, “Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.”
14 How, then, can they call on the one they have not believed in? And how can they believe in the one of whom they have not heard? And how can they hear without someone preaching to them? 15 And how can anyone preach unless they are sent? As it is written: “How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!”
16 But not all the Israelites accepted the good news. For Isaiah says, “Lord, who has believed our message?” 17 Consequently, faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word about Christ.

I can see that a preacher would use this in his or her sermon to strongly encourage the continuing of what Christians are supposed to do; to go out and preach the good news (Mark 16:15). But at this time I will take a different approach.
Notice that in verse 16 it reads “But not all the Israelites accepted the good news.” So this shows that even if some people (even God’s chosen people as the Israelites were known for) hear the news, and even call upon the Lord (vs. 13), their hearts are still hardened and they do not ultimately believe. Continuing on, verse 17 includes my main argument when it says, “the message is heard through the word of Christ”. Taking this small piece and adding it to the known factor that other people out there are like “wolves in sheep’s clothing” it is important to conclude that what message that you are hearing, whether it claims to be about the actual Christ or not, is true or false. Now many here would refer to James 1:5, which reads that “if any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him”. Although it is wise for man to ask God for help, we as humans must not open our hearts to any spirit that answers. We must be sure, then, that when we do receive an answer, that we can test its fruits accordingly (1 John 4:1-3) without finding hidden deceit. And furthermore, many who reply with James 1:5 take it out of context. James is writing to those who already believe (James verse 3 states “the testing of your faith”, which here has already been established) and who are lacking wisdom and perseverance, not in lacking the Gospel in its entirety as many use the verse for.
We must be sure that what Lord we are calling to is the correct one, after we have heard from whatever message is claiming to be true (the Bible is a good start), and that our hearts are fully committed to letting Him take control of our lives. Yes, everyone who calls on the correct name of the Lord will be saved, if only they “deny themselves” (Mark 8:34-35) and follow.
Oh. And I love fruit, especially pears:]